[He can feel the irritation resonating from the responses. It doesn't take a genius or an AI to tell that much. And... he doesn't exactly feel surprised either.]
That's a pretty good pose for a candid. You want to come over and we'll start a set?
[Tony, that's mean. Even if it's Loki, he doesn't deserve that sort of treatment.]
Sorry. I mean what I said about the candid shot.
[There. Totally fixed that situation.]
I know some things about magic, you know. I can tell when it's being used on me or around me, and I know that it has limits, and I know what it's not.
[Yes, he is probably counting those points off on his fingers as he lists them. He definitely does not know that much about magic, but it's fun to sound confident. Especially when he's putting on at act for a god.]
You do blowjob magic? What happens when you get them off? Can you show me?
[It's hard to tell how serious Tony is at this moment. He might still be teasing Loki, but his tone has picked up and he's started to sound actually invested. Or maybe he's trying to call his bluff?]
[ He really should just cut the conversation right here and now. He doesn't need to mess things up any further and he's perfectly happy keeping his life as Peter Parker very far away from Tony. And yet. ]
No, that was obviously an attempt to steer this not at all awkward conversation away from how not embarrassed I am.
[There's a tight ache in his chest. He really liked this man; admired him in a way. Although the exact reasons are hard to place and he doesn't think that matters very much now, especially while they are here. But it hurts to feel that disappointment. And... disgust? Maybe. Maybe something else.]
[The sound Herbert makes is a rewarding start. He can feel him pause and shift, as if he's trying to find the right position and motions. He's not experienced, or if he is, it's not with a man and he's second guessing himself. Tony can understand that much. Coming onto him like this was probably a surprise. As pleasant as Herbert has been, he's never seemed very open toward others and not sexual at all. Tony thinks he might be scaring his new partner-to-be, but when he finally asks his question, Herbert does seem interested.
Just experience, then. He can work with that.]
Would you say yes if I said now? Another kiss?
[He leans in so the words brush Herbert's lips when he speaks.]
Right, let's pause here for a moment. You're proposing that I get up, and I leave my bed, here, in the middle of the night. I go out into the cold. I find wherever it is that you've taken up residence, presuming that here it's not an enormous tower with your name on it. Just so that I can suck your cock. Just so I'm aware, between the two of us, which is the narcissist here?
[ This is ridiculous. What's infinitely more ridiculous is that..he's dwelling on it, now, for far longer than strictly necessary. Loki looks up at the ceiling, and thinks about ending this, now, before he does something ill-advised, but–curiosity, the cat, etc. ]
Or you're working with something worthy of narcissism, which I highly doubt–if anyone is very clearly overcompensating for something, it's you. I mean, the aforementioned tower with your name on it does makes one wonder.
[ Somehow, he feels like going back to the embarrassing text might be better than this. ]
Yeah. A long time ago now.
[ And really, it was. So how come it still feels fresh? He's responsible for his own decisions. Out of everything that happened, the person Peter has been most disappointed by had been himself.
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