Anthony Edward Stark | Iron Man (616) (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
definingfuture) wrote2015-04-20 03:07 pm
definingfuture) wrote2015-04-20 03:07 pm
IC inbox for duplicity
Tony's Mailbox.
IC inbox for
Tony's Mailbox.
I hate to say this, Shellhead, but that doesn't narrow it down much.
I was on a mission. Kirikhstan.
It wasn't really a big deal. We got things cleared up, but you know how it goes.
I think I left the clean-up crew hanging. Maria's gotta be pissed.
It wasn't really a big deal. We got things cleared up, but you know how it goes.
I think I left the clean-up crew hanging. Maria's gotta be pissed.
I do know.
I didn't think you were still working with Maria.
I didn't think you were still working with Maria.
Good, then we can try it out and see how it goes.
If you decide you don't like it, we can always find a movie and move on to something gentler.
If you decide you don't like it, we can always find a movie and move on to something gentler.
I know she would probably like it better if I didn't, but I don't really have a choice.
Who else is there?
Who else is there?
I...don't know how to answer that, to be honest. What was she helping you with?
She's Vice Director. What doesn't she do?
Unless that's supposed to be a joke. That's a bad joke, Steve.
Unless that's supposed to be a joke. That's a bad joke, Steve.
[ There's a pause. Maria hasn't been Vice Director of anything since.
Oh god. ]
Tony...are you still with SHIELD?
Oh god. ]
Tony...are you still with SHIELD?
[ He feels the bottom drop out of his stomach. To him it sounds like judgment. ]
Not while I'm here. Trans-dimensional authority is for the cosmic defenders. Here it's just me. I think Strange might have some authority over something.
Not while I'm here. Trans-dimensional authority is for the cosmic defenders. Here it's just me. I think Strange might have some authority over something.
That's not what I meant.
You know I'm not dead, right?
You know I'm not dead, right?
Well, I was hoping I wasn't just talking to myself this whole time. Then again, with people coming and going here, it's hard to tell.
They should give you an Oscar, then.
I was there.
I was there.
I got shot, yes. I didn't die.
It wasn't your fault.
It wasn't your fault.
Okay, who are you really?
What do you want from me?
It can't be influence. There's no influence or money to gain here, and there are plenty of other useful, willing dominants if that's what you're after.
What do you want from me?
It can't be influence. There's no influence or money to gain here, and there are plenty of other useful, willing dominants if that's what you're after.
Tony.
Crossbones shot me on the Red Skull's orders. Unless you've turned into either of them when I wasn't looking, none of it was your fault.
Crossbones shot me on the Red Skull's orders. Unless you've turned into either of them when I wasn't looking, none of it was your fault.
[He can't take it. The device switching to audio automatically.]
What the hell do you want from me?
What the hell do you want from me?
[ There's a pause before Steve's audio clicks on. ]
I want you not to feel guilty for something you didn't do.
I want you not to feel guilty for something you didn't do.
[He wants to found threatening, but he's trembling and mostly coming off at the edge of hysterical.]
You know no one believes that, right? You don't believe that.
You know no one believes that, right? You don't believe that.
I wouldn't say it if I didn't believe it.
[ He goes quiet again for a moment, just breathing. ]
I'll stop if you want me to. I don't want to hurt you, I really don't. I just...never got a chance to try to convince you before.
[ He goes quiet again for a moment, just breathing. ]
I'll stop if you want me to. I don't want to hurt you, I really don't. I just...never got a chance to try to convince you before.
[He's having some genuine problems with reality now, because he doesn't understand the conversation. How can he be talking to Steve Rogers about his own death? And what's more, Steve is impossibly calm about the whole thing. It can't be real. It's got all the hallmarks of a delusion he's creating for himself, hearing things he wants to hear. But why would that start now?]
If you know so much about my reasons, then tell me why I did it. I told him. All of it. When we were alone.
If you know so much about my reasons, then tell me why I did it. I told him. All of it. When we were alone.
You know, I actually have a lot of free time on my hands lately. My place or yours?
I. I'm sorry Tony, but I don't know what you're talking about.
[ He'd remember if Tony explained everything, wouldn't he? But but the time he'd seen Tony again, he'd already wiped his memory. ]
[ He'd remember if Tony explained everything, wouldn't he? But but the time he'd seen Tony again, he'd already wiped his memory. ]
[It's an unreasonable expectation, but it helps Tony confirm that he's not just going insane talking to himself. Steve can't tell him about that pathetic night of excuses he'd given over his body, trying to convince himself it wasn't his fault then. He'd told Steve's lifeless body that it was for the best; that he had meant to save people.]
You were gone. I just... I didn't know who else to talk to. You can't tell me you weren't dead now. I saw it. It was really you.
You were gone. I just... I didn't know who else to talk to. You can't tell me you weren't dead now. I saw it. It was really you.
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